"Do I look pale?" A therapist's life-changing journey

The subject of therapists facing an illness or living with a health condition that impacts their practice hasn’t been addressed much. In my research I confirmed what I have been noticing in my practice as a systemic therapist: the relational space within myself, my thoughts, emotions, memories and...

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Main Author: Marilena Karamatsouki
Format: Article
Language:English
Published: Everything is Connected Press 2023-04-01
Series:Murmurations
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Online Access:https://murmurations.cloud/ojs/index.php/murmurations/article/view/212
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description The subject of therapists facing an illness or living with a health condition that impacts their practice hasn’t been addressed much. In my research I confirmed what I have been noticing in my practice as a systemic therapist: the relational space within myself, my thoughts, emotions, memories and embodied reactions, interconnects with the relational space between client and therapist. My inner voices, what I experience, feel and think (Rober, 2010) affect the way I connect to my clients. This means that when I am fully present with my various selves in the therapy room, more of the client is in there too. Therefore, when I was diagnosed with cancer, I chose to disclose my illness to my clients. In this paper, I discuss my experience with cancer, the way it had an impact on my practice and how I found a way to include the relational space within myself facing an illness in the therapy room. The story that is included in the paper is a story from within practice that appears in my doctoral thesis (Karamatsouki, 2020).
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spelling doaj.art-475d51f3cc434b2fb6eae7d5601b38db2023-04-29T08:09:47ZengEverything is Connected PressMurmurations2516-00522023-04-016110.28963/6.1.2"Do I look pale?" A therapist's life-changing journeyMarilena Karamatsouki0Private Practice, Athens The subject of therapists facing an illness or living with a health condition that impacts their practice hasn’t been addressed much. In my research I confirmed what I have been noticing in my practice as a systemic therapist: the relational space within myself, my thoughts, emotions, memories and embodied reactions, interconnects with the relational space between client and therapist. My inner voices, what I experience, feel and think (Rober, 2010) affect the way I connect to my clients. This means that when I am fully present with my various selves in the therapy room, more of the client is in there too. Therefore, when I was diagnosed with cancer, I chose to disclose my illness to my clients. In this paper, I discuss my experience with cancer, the way it had an impact on my practice and how I found a way to include the relational space within myself facing an illness in the therapy room. The story that is included in the paper is a story from within practice that appears in my doctoral thesis (Karamatsouki, 2020). https://murmurations.cloud/ojs/index.php/murmurations/article/view/212therapist’s illnesspsychotherapyrelational spacestorywritingcancer
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storywriting
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title "Do I look pale?" A therapist's life-changing journey
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psychotherapy
relational space
storywriting
cancer
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