“It feels like I’m the dirtiest person in the world.”

In summer 2015, a Saudi 1000-bed tertiary care hospital experienced a serious outbreak among patients of Middle Eastern Respiratory Syndrome (MERS); during which, some healthcare providers contracted the virus, but none died. The outbreak provoked not only fear and stress; but also professional, emo...

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Main Authors: Adel F. Almutairi, Abdallah A. Adlan, Hanan H. Balkhy, Oraynab A. Abbas, Alexander M. Clark
Format: Article
Language:English
Published: Elsevier 2018-03-01
Series:Journal of Infection and Public Health
Online Access:http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1876034117301545
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author Adel F. Almutairi
Abdallah A. Adlan
Hanan H. Balkhy
Oraynab A. Abbas
Alexander M. Clark
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description In summer 2015, a Saudi 1000-bed tertiary care hospital experienced a serious outbreak among patients of Middle Eastern Respiratory Syndrome (MERS); during which, some healthcare providers contracted the virus, but none died. The outbreak provoked not only fear and stress; but also professional, emotional, ethical, and social conflicts and tension among healthcare providers and patients alike. Therefore, this study aims to explore what healthcare providers, who survived coronavirus infection, have experienced as a MERS patient and how the infection affected their relationship with their colleagues. Semi-structured, face-to-face interviews were conducted individually with seven survivors (healthcare providers). Each interview lasted up to 90 min, and the data were analyzed using the thematic analysis technique. Within the participants’ rich and illuminating experiences, four themes were identified: caring for others in the defining moments, perceived prejudice behaviours and stigmatization, lived moments of traumatic fear and despair, and denial and underestimation of the seriousness of the disease at the individual and organizational levels. Survivors still suffered as a result of their traumatic experiences, which might negatively influence their performance. As these survivors are vulnerable, it is their organization’s responsibility to provide a system that embraces HCPs during and after disastrous events. Keywords: MERS, Outbreak, Saudi Arabia, Coronavirus, Infection, Survivor, Qualitative research
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spelling doaj.art-6bff0d9c55ad4604804395962ae057532022-12-22T03:02:18ZengElsevierJournal of Infection and Public Health1876-03412018-03-01112187191“It feels like I’m the dirtiest person in the world.”Adel F. Almutairi0Abdallah A. Adlan1Hanan H. Balkhy2Oraynab A. Abbas3Alexander M. Clark4King Abdullah International Medical Research Center, Saudi Arabia; King Saud Bin Abdulaziz University of Health Sciences, Saudi Arabia; Corresponding author at: Dr. Adel F. Almutairi. King Abdullah International Medical Research Center, and King Saud Bin Abdulaziz University of Health Sciences, Ministry of National Guard—Health Affairs, Riyadh, Saudi Arabia.King Abdullah International Medical Research Center, Saudi Arabia; King Saud Bin Abdulaziz University of Health Sciences, Saudi ArabiaKing Abdullah International Medical Research Center, Saudi Arabia; King Saud Bin Abdulaziz University of Health Sciences, Saudi Arabia; Infection Prevention & Control Department at Ministry of National Guard Health Affairs, Saudi ArabiaKing Abdullah International Medical Research Center, Saudi ArabiaFaculty of Nursing, University of Alberta, Edmonton, Alberta, CanadaIn summer 2015, a Saudi 1000-bed tertiary care hospital experienced a serious outbreak among patients of Middle Eastern Respiratory Syndrome (MERS); during which, some healthcare providers contracted the virus, but none died. The outbreak provoked not only fear and stress; but also professional, emotional, ethical, and social conflicts and tension among healthcare providers and patients alike. Therefore, this study aims to explore what healthcare providers, who survived coronavirus infection, have experienced as a MERS patient and how the infection affected their relationship with their colleagues. Semi-structured, face-to-face interviews were conducted individually with seven survivors (healthcare providers). Each interview lasted up to 90 min, and the data were analyzed using the thematic analysis technique. Within the participants’ rich and illuminating experiences, four themes were identified: caring for others in the defining moments, perceived prejudice behaviours and stigmatization, lived moments of traumatic fear and despair, and denial and underestimation of the seriousness of the disease at the individual and organizational levels. Survivors still suffered as a result of their traumatic experiences, which might negatively influence their performance. As these survivors are vulnerable, it is their organization’s responsibility to provide a system that embraces HCPs during and after disastrous events. Keywords: MERS, Outbreak, Saudi Arabia, Coronavirus, Infection, Survivor, Qualitative researchhttp://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1876034117301545
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