edTPA? Good Grief!

Over the course of six months, edTPA went from being an abstract jumble of letters thrown around to describe some assessment that we were going to have to do at some point before graduation (yes, the conversations were that uncertain) to a very concrete mountain that each member of my cohort was exp...

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Main Author: Amanda McKenna
Format: Article
Language:English
Published: Columbia University Libraries 2014-05-01
Series:Studies in Applied Linguistics & TESOL
Online Access:https://journals.library.columbia.edu/index.php/SALT/article/view/1318
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description Over the course of six months, edTPA went from being an abstract jumble of letters thrown around to describe some assessment that we were going to have to do at some point before graduation (yes, the conversations were that uncertain) to a very concrete mountain that each member of my cohort was expected to climb triumphantly, in spite of the fact that the road to the top was still in the process of being built. In the beginning, I tried to pretend it didn't exist, in the middle I found myself grappling with how to best fit into a model that didn't seem to appreciate who I was as a teacher, and in the end I accepted that I had to jump through the hoop of fire at the end of the road if I wanted the medal of state certification hung round my neck. In psychology, they'd say I went through the five stages of grief and loss---denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. Now how's that for a resounding endorsement for edTPA?
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spelling doaj.art-eb33bc51e2314e8682742634579f07062022-12-22T00:11:35ZengColumbia University LibrariesStudies in Applied Linguistics & TESOL2689-193X2014-05-0114110.7916/salt.v14i1.1318edTPA? Good Grief!Amanda McKennaOver the course of six months, edTPA went from being an abstract jumble of letters thrown around to describe some assessment that we were going to have to do at some point before graduation (yes, the conversations were that uncertain) to a very concrete mountain that each member of my cohort was expected to climb triumphantly, in spite of the fact that the road to the top was still in the process of being built. In the beginning, I tried to pretend it didn't exist, in the middle I found myself grappling with how to best fit into a model that didn't seem to appreciate who I was as a teacher, and in the end I accepted that I had to jump through the hoop of fire at the end of the road if I wanted the medal of state certification hung round my neck. In psychology, they'd say I went through the five stages of grief and loss---denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. Now how's that for a resounding endorsement for edTPA?https://journals.library.columbia.edu/index.php/SALT/article/view/1318
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