“It Feels Like a Performance When I Teach Online”: Autoethnography of Tensions in Teacher Identity
This autoethnographic study examined the tensions affecting the identity of a teacher in charge of an online English academic writing module during the COVID-19 pandemic. Reflections written over one academic year were examined using performativity as an analytical lens. The analysis identified thre...
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Universidad Nacional de Colombia
2023-07-01
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| description | This autoethnographic study examined the tensions affecting the identity of a teacher in charge of an online English academic writing module during the COVID-19 pandemic. Reflections written over one academic year were examined using performativity as an analytical lens. The analysis identified three types of tensions: performing for proximity, performing to meet the institution’s and student’s expectations, and continuously changing performances. These tensions highlight the teacher’s performativity when using technology, which ultimately configured his teacher identity. From these tensions, the paradox of technology may be observed. Specifically, tools supposedly productive for an online class may not necessarily be well received by students and may burden the teacher. |
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| spelling | doaj.art-47d780e2e50045249c9be8a52db6d36d2023-07-31T15:56:30ZengUniversidad Nacional de ColombiaProfile Issues in Teachers' Professional Development1657-07902256-57602023-07-01252152810.15446/profile.v25n2.104914“It Feels Like a Performance When I Teach Online”: Autoethnography of Tensions in Teacher IdentityDaron Benjamin Loo0https://orcid.org/0000-0001-9203-3608Universiti of Malaysia SabahThis autoethnographic study examined the tensions affecting the identity of a teacher in charge of an online English academic writing module during the COVID-19 pandemic. Reflections written over one academic year were examined using performativity as an analytical lens. The analysis identified three types of tensions: performing for proximity, performing to meet the institution’s and student’s expectations, and continuously changing performances. These tensions highlight the teacher’s performativity when using technology, which ultimately configured his teacher identity. From these tensions, the paradox of technology may be observed. Specifically, tools supposedly productive for an online class may not necessarily be well received by students and may burden the teacher.https://revistas.unal.edu.co/index.php/profile/article/view/104914autoethnographycovid-19english language teachingperformativityteacher identityteaching online |
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| title | “It Feels Like a Performance When I Teach Online”: Autoethnography of Tensions in Teacher Identity |
| title_full | “It Feels Like a Performance When I Teach Online”: Autoethnography of Tensions in Teacher Identity |
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| title_short | “It Feels Like a Performance When I Teach Online”: Autoethnography of Tensions in Teacher Identity |
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